Friday, November 13, 2009



Tanner started PreSchool and he really loves it. I was a little nervous for him, I didnt really know if he was ready but of course he proved me wrong. His teacher, Mrs. Julie who does have a last name but I cant even pronounce it so Mrs. Julie works allot better. We love her and Tanner just thinks she is the best. I worked in his class this week and its so awesome to watch your kids in a different environment. Tanner is so kind and a really sweet kid. He listens great, he pays attention and he always wants to help everyone. So I am going to ask Mrs. Julie to move in here so he will do the same thing at home. I will let ya know what she says, lol. But I am really proud of him he is turning into my little man. And look at this smile. The thing about Tanner is he does not hide a thing and he wont fake it either. If he doesnt want to smile for a picture, your better off just putting the camera away because you will just end up getting a picture of one pissed off little boy. But when he is happy and smiling, it is the truest most perfect smile in the world. I remember my Dad telling me that I wear my heart and emotions on my sleeve. I think this young man might be the same way.







Then my amazing lil football player. He IS amazing and I am at awe of how great he is. He is quick, smart, tough and such a great sport. As much as I love that he is so good at sports, I love even more that he is so encouraging on the field. Anytime anyone makes a good play or needs a pick me up, Tristen is right there cheering them on and telling them how awesome they did. I love, love, love that. You cant teach that to your kids, it has to come from them. And he is such a team player. He makes me smile every game and has grown up to be such an awesome kid. Last week he lost both of his front teeth and he was convinced that he could scare the other team with how mean and tough he looked, toothless. lol, I just love him.





Now is this one proud dad/coach or what?! I already raved about Thomas coaching but Im not the only one that thinks he is a great coach. So many parents have made comments about how great he is with the kids. He is also the LOUDEST and I dont know how he doesnt lose his voice every weekend. He has become a Clawson Maverick and we are both so happy with the choice we made to buy a house in Clawson. SUCH a great city to raise our monsters.




Tristen and a couple of his buddies, Carson and Gage after a tough battle against Troy.


Cassidy is getting so big I cant stand it. I know she is a year old but she is my BABY and shouldnt be growing so fast- it's freaking me out.

The other night I was laying her down to go to bed- I still rock her to sleep- as I did with the boys and I thought to myself-Self, she really is old enough to go to bed by herself. But then I had a vision of all my babies grown up and not wanting me to lay down with them anymore. I got that big lump in my throat and disregarded the thought I had 2 minutes before that. I dont care if you think I'm spoiling them and I dont care if you think she is too old to still be rocked to sleep. That is what I am gonna do untill she tells me to leave her alone. Even if she is 16. I already know I will miss that amazing feeling of my babies cradled in my arms and holding my finger as she drifts off to sleep.









Thursday, November 12, 2009

HBD Bear



Dear Tristen, November 12, 2009
8 years ago today was the day that changed my life forever. You came into this world with your eyes wide open and instantly we all fell so in love with you. I held my baby for the first time and I can’t even put into words what you did to me. At that moment when they put you on that warmer I remember looking at your Dad and watching how proud he was to have a son. It was an amazing moment for both of us. We walked into the hospital as 2 kids and walked out as brand new family of 3. We grew up overnight and it was the scariest most life changing moment of my life.
Now about you, I could have never imagined that I would have such an incredible, kind and awesome kid. You amaze me every day. I love how caring you are and how you strive to make people smile. Watching you play sports is one of my favorite things to do. Not only are you a natural athlete, the way you are towards your team is something I will forever be proud of. You are so encouraging and such a great leader; you always make me so proud to be your mom. Your vocabulary is outstanding and I wonder how long it will be until I have to ask you what certain words mean. I have never met such a smart 8 year old in my life. You pick up on things so fast and you remember every detail on every conversation you have.
When I was pregnant with Tanner I remember being so nervous that I wouldn’t be able to spend as much time with you as I did the past 4 years. But when Dad brought you up to the hospital to meet your baby brother you walked right up to him and wanted to hold him and gave him the sweetest kiss on his cheek. At that moment you seemed so grown up and I was a little sad to see you turn into a little boy before my eyes. But no matter how old you are 8, 18 or 80 you will always be my baby.
I just love and adore you so much Tristen,
Thank you for all that you do for me,
Mom