keep on keepin on

If I sit back and reflect on this crazy life, it baffles me the new phases that I go through. Tougher problems, bigger issues and more responsibility. Its weird for me to say out loud that I'm 34 and only 6 short years before I turn FORTY. But its stranger for me to face issues that seem so grown up. Within the week I have watch 2 people that I love battle addiction and face a lifetime of always having to watch every move that is front of them. I hate it, I hate not having some kind of control to help and I hate that I have to communicate from so far away. It scares me knowing that sometimes it doesn't matter how well they were brought up or how much you reach out to help people, its in there hands. So all I can do keep on keepin on and pray to whatever God that will listen and hope that things turn out better. I watch that show on Bravo called Intervention and I am always amazed how far people will go to get there fix it seems so far fetched and unreal. But when its in your face and its someone you love, its so real. It doesn't get more real than that. I'm sending positive thoughts that are full of encouragement and good vibes that they can overcome the cards that were dealt to them. I am thinking of them every step of the way.